Exploration taking risks & committing mistake seeking control and grasp of contemplated external factors for absolute bliss may bring in fleeting pleasure but true happiness remains elusive. Life takes unusual unexpected turns and feeling unhappy, depressed & miserable, live in present moment with focused choice for internal self acceptance over the external validation. Aim to cultivate a fulfilling life with purpose and meaning to be deeply grateful of blessings and contentment within self for the attainment of true happiness & joy.