Disillusionment, falling short of others expectations, indicates  insecurities human being is striving hard to hide. One must imbibe human psychology "what others think of you is none of your business" to navigate reality of self-doubt in self-belief. Confidence is a very fragile thing. Resilience to anxiety is a deeply transformative stubborn refusal to surrender beneath embarrassment. The scrutiny of repeated failures claims composure. Feeling disappointed and humiliated but not defeated, human being's impatience to struggle with determination is indicative of courage and awareness about purpose. Listen, trust and make space for mutual respect and dignity to chart your own life journey.